Friday, May 1, 2009

ill stop the world and melt with you

today wasnt so bad.
i cleaned. but it was ok. alone time. music playing. not bad at all.

family reunion tomorrow. a family i dont even know. great. its hubbys step-dads family. i might know 4 of them. the ones ive met at christmas. cant wait..

baby boys bday is sunday. cant believe it. 1 yr old already. it blows my mind. where did all that time go? i feel like i missed it! his bday party isnt till next weekend, but im going to get him his own little cake for the day. i feel totally unprepared for the party. i have the jist of it. place, supplies, specific time set. but i need to actually make a solid plan for the day. im too busy thinking about me and besties trip at the end of the month. i really need to focus on this first. it comes first. its hard for me to take things in order. i tend to put things i want the most ahead and thats wrong. im too selfish. ill work on that.

really need to go to bed. my body hurts.

hope each day gets better for me.

later

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