i wanna go get my nails did ;)

i am STARVING!
i actually started eating food again today.
for the last week ive only been eating 1 meal a day. but im not losing weight that way. i think mainly because my body was storing that 1 meal i ate. so now im actually eating three(healthy) meals a day. i really want something to eat right now, but i refuse to eat this late!

ive been working out really hard this week, and now that im eating normally im hoping my body will fix itself and drop the lbs. i really want to lose 10 lbs this month. i know that sounds ridiculous, but to me that wouldnt be out of the ordinary. when i drop weight, i DROP WEIGHT. its been harder this time, so far, than i thought it would be though. usually when i try to lose weight i dont have much of a problem, but this time its different. mabye because this time im trying after ive had a kid. oh well. im determined and if i dont get it done in a month i will eventually get it done. i like eating healthier and working out anyway. i feel a lot better when i do. i have a lot more energy.

baby boys bday party is the day after..well, today now! i have so much crap to get done tomorrow, and ill have my nephew with me! luckily hubby is off work tomorrow so that will make it sooo much easier to get things in order! i just hope it doesnt rain saturday. that would suck! we'll be under a pavillion, but the kids wont be able to play on the playground. i just hope the rain holds off for those few hours were there!

my brain just stopped functioning properly and i cant even think of a complete sentence right now. im headed to bed

later